Male Fantasy lyrics | Billie Eilish

All alone, tryin' not to eat

Distract myself with pornography

I hate the way she looks at me

I can't stand the dialogue

She would never be this satisfied

It's a male fantasy, I'm going back to therapy

'Cause I loved you then, and I love you now

And I don't know how

'Cause it's hard to know when nobody else comes 'round

If I'm getting over you

We're just pretending to be alright, convince myself I hate you

I got a call from a girl I used to know

We were inseparable years ago

Thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so

And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel

I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel

But nothing lasts, I know the deal

But I loved you then, and I love you now

And I don't know how

'Cause it's hard to know when nobody else comes 'round

If I'm getting over you

We're just pretending to be alright, convince myself I hate you

Can't get over you, no matter what I do

I know I should, but I could never hate you