Lyrics of night

All alone, tryin' not to eat Distract myself with pornography I hate the way she looks at me I can't stand the dialogue She would never be this satisfied It's a male fantasy, I'm going back to therapy 'Cause I loved you then, and I love you now And I don't know how 'Cause it's hard to know when nobody else comes 'round If I'm getting over you We're just pretending to be alright, convince myself I hate you I got a call from a girl I used to know We were inseparable years ago Thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel But nothing lasts, I know the deal But I loved you then, and I love you now And I don't know how 'Cause it's hard to know when nobody else comes 'round If I'm getting over you We're just pretending to be alright, convince myself I hate you Can't get over you, no matter what I do I...

When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true, mmh Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do, mm-mm Do you read my interviews Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passin' through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to (when I asked you to) Be cool about what I was tellin' you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (what you said you'd do) And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable, ooh So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you) I'm happier than ever (I'm happier than ever) Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better) I wish it wasn't true, mmh You called me again, drunk in your Benz Drivin' home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasti...

I'm not your friend or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am I'm not your friend or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am Stop, what the hell are you talking about? Ha Get my pretty name outta your mouth We are not the same with or without Don't talk 'bout me like how you might know how I feel Top of the world, but your world isn't real Your world's an ideal So go have fun I really couldn't care less And you can give 'em my best, but just know I'm not your friend or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am I'm not your friend or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am I don't want press to put your name next to mine We're on different lines, so I Wanna be nice enough, they don't call my bluff 'Cause I hate to find Articles, articles, articles Rather you remain unremarkable Got a lot...

Did you think I'd show up in a limousine? No Had to save my money for security Got a stalker walking up and down the street Says he's Satan and he'd like to meet I bought a secret house when I was 17 Haven't had a party since I got the keys Had a pretty boy over but he couldn't stay On his way out, made him sign an NDA Yeah, I made him sign an NDA (Once was good enough) 'Cause I don't want him having shit to say You couldn't save me but you can't let me go I can crave you, but you don't need to know 30 under 30 for another year I can barely go outside, I think I hate it here (think I hate it here) Maybe I should think about a new career Somewhere in Kauai where I can disappear I've been having fun, getting older now Didn't change my number, made him shut his mouth (his mouth) At least I gave him something he can cry about I thought about my future but I want it now Mmm, want it now Mmm-mmm, mmm You can't give me up You cou...

Try not to abuse your power I know we didn't choose to change You might not wanna lose your power But having it's so strange She said you were a hero, you played the part But you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard And you swear you didn't know (didn't know) No wonder why you didn't ask She was sleeping in your clothes (in your clothes) But now she's got to get to class How dare you? And how could you? Will you only feel bad when they find out? If you could take it all back, would you? Try not to abuse your power I know we didn't choose to change You might not wanna lose your power But having it's so strange I thought that I was special, you made me feel Like it was my fault you were the devil, lost your appeal Does it keep you in control? (In control) For you to keep her in a cage? And you swear you didn't know (didn't know) You said you thought she was your age How dare you? And how could you? Will you only feel bad...

Everybody dies, surprise, surprise We tell each other lies, sometimes, we try To make it feel like we might be right We might not be alone Be alone Everybody dies, that's what they say And maybe in a couple hundred years They'll find another way I just wonder why you'd wanna stay If everybody goes You'd still be alone I don't wanna cry Some days I do, but not about you It's just a lot to think about The world I'm used to The one I can't get back At least not for a while I sure have a knack for seein' life More like a child It's not my fault, it's not so wrong To wonder why Everybody dies And when we'll lay You ought to know That even when it's time You might not wanna go But it's okay to cry And it's alright to fall But you are not alone You are not unknown

don't really even know how it happened I started talking, they started laughing I don't really even know how it happened I started watching them photographing I don't really (I don't really) how it happened Instead of stopping, they still were flashing (I don't really) I started walking (I don't really), gave no reaction (No reaction) I'm overheated, can't be defeated Can't be deleted, can't unrelieve it I'm overheated, can't be defeated Can't be deleted, can't be repeated I'm overheated I'm overheated I don't really wanna know why you went there (why you went there) I kinda don't care (kinda don't care) You wanna kill me (you wanna kill me) You wanna hurt me (mmm), stop being flirty (he-he-he) It's kinda working Did you really think this is the right thing to do? (Is it news? News to who?) That I really looked just like the rest of you I'm overheated, can't be defeated Can't be dele...

Do you know me? Really know me? You have opinions About my opinions About my music About my clothes About my body Some people hate what I wear Some people praise it Some people use it to shame others Some people use it to shame me But I feel you watching Always And nothing I do goes unseen So while I feel your stares Your disapproval Or your sigh of relief If I lived by them I'd never be able to move Would you like me to be smaller, Weaker, Softer, Taller? Would you like me to be quiet? Do my shoulders provoke you? Does my chest? Am I my stomach? My hips? The body I was born with Is it not what you wanted? If I wear what is comfortable I am not a woman If I shed the layers I'm a slut Though you've never seen my body You still judge it And judge me for it Why? We make assumptions about people Based on their size We decide who they are We decide what they're worth If I wear more If I wear less Who decides what that makes me? What that means? Is my value based ...

I don't want it And I don't want to want you But in my dreams I seem to be more honest And I must admit, you've been in quite a few Halley's Comet comes around more than I do But you're all it takes for me to break a promise Silly me to fall in love with you I haven't slept since Sunday Midnight for me is 3 a.m. for you But my sleepless nights are better With you the nights could ever be alone, ooh-ooh-ooh I was good at feelin' nothin', now I'm hopeless What a drag to love you like I do, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh I've been loved before, but right now in this moment I feel more and more like I was made for you For you I'm sitting in my brother's room Haven't slept in a week or two, or two I think I might have fallen in love What am I to do?

Something's in the- Something's in the air right now Like I'm losing track of time Like I don't really care right now, but maybe that's fine You weren't even there that day I was waitin' on you I wondered if you aware that day was the last straw for me and I know I sent you flowers Did you even care? You ran the shower and left them by the stairs Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh Ay-ay-ay-ay, ay, ay Thought you had your shit together, but damn, I was wrong You ain't nothin' but a lost cause And this ain't nothin' like it once was I know you think you're such an outlaw But you got no job You ain't nothin' but a lost cause And this ain't nothin' like it oncе was I know you think you're such an outlaw But you got no job I used to think you were shy But maybe you just had nothing on your mind Maybe you were thinkin' 'bout yourself all the time I used to wish you were mine But that was way before I realized Someone ...

"He hath come to the bosom of his beloved Smiling on him, she beareth him to highest heav'n With yearning heart" "On thee we gaze, O' gold-wing'd messenger of mighty Gods" [Instrumental Break] [Verse 1] Gold-winged angel Go home, don't tell Anyone what you are You're sacred and they're starved And their art is gettin' dark And there you are to tear apart Tear apart, tear apart, tear apart [Chorus] You better keep your head down-down Da-da-down-down, da-da-down-down Better keep your head down-down Da-da-down-down, da-da-down-down [Verse 2] They're gonna tell you what you wanna hear Then they're gonna disappear Gonna claim you like a souvenir Just to sell you in a year [Chorus] You better keep your head down-down Da-da-down-down, da-da-down-down Keep your head down-down (Down) Da-da-down-down, da-da-down-down Better keep your head down-down Da-da-down-down, da-da-down-down Keep your head down-down Da-da-down-down, da-da-...

Can't take it back once it's been set in motion You know I love to rub it in like lotion If you only pray on Sunday Could you come my way on Monday? 'Cause I like to do things God does And approve of if she saw us She couldn't look away, look away, look away She'd wanna get involved, involved, involved And what would people say, people say, people say If they listen through the wall, the wall, the wall? I can see it clear as day You don't really need to pray Wanna see what you can take You should really run away I wanna do bad things to you (to you) I wanna make you yell I wanna do bad things to you Don't wanna treat you well Can't take it back once it's been set in motion You know I need you for the oxytocin If you find it hard to swallow I can loosin' up your collar 'Cause as long as you're still breathin' Don't you even think of leavin' I kinda wanna look away, look away, look away Kinda wanna get involved, invo...

I can't seem to focus And you don't seem to notice I'm not here I'm just a mirror You check your complexion To find your reflection's all alone I had to go Can't you hear me? I'm not comin' home Do you understand? I've changed my plans 'Cause I, I'm in love With my future Can't wait to meet her And I, I'm in love But not with anybody else Just wanna get to know myself I know supposedly I'm lonely now (lonely now) Know I'm supposed to be unhappy Without someone (someone) But aren't I someone? (Aren't I someone? Yeah) I'd (I'd) like to be your answer (be your answer) 'Cause you're so handsome (you're so handsome) But I know better Than to drive you home 'Cause you'd invite me in And I'd be yours again But I, I'm in love (love, love, love, love) With my future And you don't know her And I, I'm in love (love, love) But not with anybody here I'll see you in a coupl...

Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm, na-ra-na Love when it comes without a warning 'Cause waiting for it gets so boring A lot can change in twenty seconds A lot can happen in the dark Love when it makes you lose your bearings Some information's not for sharing Use different names at hotel check-ins It's hard to stop it once it starts, it starts I'm not sentimental But there's something 'bout the way you look tonight, mmh Makes me wanna take a picture Make a movie with you that we'd have to hide You better lock your phone And look at me when you're alone Won't take a lot to get you going I'm sorry if it's torture though, I know, I know It might be more of an obsession You really make a strong impression (yes, you do) Nobody saw me in the lobby (saw me in the lobby) Nobody saw me in your arms, mmh-mmh I'm not sentimental But there's something 'bout the way you look tonight ('bout the way you look tonight), mmh Makes me wanna make 'em...

Okay I, I didn't change my number I only changed who I reply to Laura said I should be nicer But not to you I love that you're mad at my text Should've guessed That you would think I was upset You're obsessed Don't take it out on me I'm out of sympathy for you Maybe you should leave Before I get too mean I didn't change my number I only changed who I believe in You were easy on the eyes, eyes, eyes (eyes) But looks can be deceiving I gotta work, I go to work You don't deserve to feel so hurt You gotta a lot of fucking nerve I don't deserve, so Don't take it out on me I'm out of sympathy for you Maybe you should leave Before I get too mean And take it out on you And your best friend too I should have left when Drew Said you were bad news Hmm-hmm-hmm Hmm-hmm-hmm Hmm-hmm-hmm

 I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door Which is ironic, 'cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before (anyone before) Too bad they're usually deranged Last week, I realized that I crave pity When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healin' And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed Which is ironic, because when I wasn't honest, I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention just to get neglection) Now we're estranged Things I once enjoyed (ah-ah) Just keep me employed now Things I'm longing for Some day, I'll be bored of It's so weird That we care so much until we don't I'm gettin' older, I've...